Only 234 more days!

...until Garrett and I get married!!!

I can't believe it, time has been flying.

I feel like we just started all this wedding planning crap like 2 months ago,

but nope, we booked our first wedding vendor way back on January 9th.

That was more than 10 months ago. what the what?

..talk about planning ahead! ;-)

But really,

I can't believe we were EVER considering getting married on October 12,

(yes last Saturday, my mom's birthday, by the way!)

there is NO WAY I could have ever done it!

Far too much has gone on this year,

I don't know where I would have found the time. (or money!)

Back to our actual wedding date...

I'm a total freak show right now... no joke! 

Garrett seems to be so calm and collected just cool,

while I'm there with candles lit and dim lights

trying not to be stressed, thinking:

"Hey, frozen yogurt could help right now...

nope, can't eat that...

MUST. LOOK. GOOD. IN. DRESS."

I always catch myself freaking out with wedding thoughts and questions in my head

EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

A lot of them go something like this:

"I hope out of town guests start booking their hotel rooms soon,

so I can have more rooms added to our hotel blocks.."

turns into 

"OMG, people are going to wait to long to book, and the rest of the hotel is going to be booked

and I won't be able to add any more rooms to our blocks...

NOBODY WILL BE ABLE TO COME TO OUR WEDDING!!"

Cue hysterical panic mode.

or,

"I need to go to some dress shops to get pricing for the bridesmaids dresses.."

turns into

"Crap! What if they don't like the color of the dresses I want them to wear,

or their too expensive and...

I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE HAPPY BRIDESMAIDS!!"

Panic mode. 

and, the best one,

"I'm doing all this training for the 1/2 Marathon, 10K, 12K,

I'm going to look AWESOME in my gown come June..."

30 seconds later

"What happens if my Synthroid stops working and I gain all my weight back,

what if the seamstress can't do anything about it...

MY DRESS ISN'T GOING TO FIT ME!!!"

Cue massive panic attack.

 

I don't think I've reached Bridezilla status yet,

hopefully I don't,

I don't think that usually happens until the week of the wedding, though.

Right?

But I'm alive,

And it will be all worth it come June

When I get to marry my best friend!

That's right, I'm talking about you, Garrett! <3

 

Wish me luck!